I've been dreaming the day, when dreamers are awake

I'm done with school now, looking for a job, who said it would be easy? no one! but I have made up my mind that I have to keep looking, just because there is a crisis doesnt mean I'm gonna be sitting around all day doing nothing... does it?

Right now I really feel is a good time to search, without pressure for a job where I am able to develop the talents, gifts and the things I've learned. I am not worried or stressed to find a job, I just feel sick of sitting all the time here wondering how it would be if I were somewhere else. I guess the beginning of what I want to do with my life is now, and I need to stop "dreaming", I need to reach for those "dreams" now... the timing is perfect, there is nothing against it, and I have nothing to lose and a lot to gain.

I just think I have a HUGE problem, and it is that I am too bad when it comes to "starting" something, I can of course engage with the things after the beginning process has already passed, but I find it so hard to start, I guess I'm used to a lot of pressure and I cannot focus when I dont have an specific task.

So I wonder what should be the next step? how do I know it is what I'm meant to do? Do I really have to know? Doesnt God moves in misterious ways?

Joy*